I am somehow feeling quite sad now, for like no reason. I hate the feeling of being left out, substitute or even an entertainment. I need love and concern too although i looked happy-go-lucky.

I think the first thing that i am sad, is that peiling is flying off tonight. Although she will be back but i will really missed her a lot. She has been the one for me when i am really feeling super sad and angry. At least she does not come and fu yan me.

Secondly, my da ge(eugenice) is still not back from hong kong. I really missed her a lot. She has always been caring for me. Hope that she would come back in split second time. At least she is also the one that i could confide my problems with.

Lastly, i am really sick of those ppl that jus came and treat u as an entertainer. If u are really that bored, jus go and watch tv or play computer games. Anyway there is no need for u to even come and fu yan me la. I had enough of all these. And i am jus me not a substitute for anyone.

I will miss u peiling. Without you, my life is filled with carbon monoxide and nitrogen. Ha. Come back soon. Remember to buy me something from there. Ha. I have never been there before. BON VOYAGE


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