YEAH I LOVE ALL OF MY CLIQUE MEMBERS. tHEY ARE SO CARING..MUACK MUACK.....SORRY PPL, I THINK THIS POST MAY BE QUITE GROSS BUT STILL FUNNY.

Sad day today la, out of the sudden, i have cramp. I was like totally alright in the morning at 9 plus but i got super horrible at ten plus. Went to the toilet about 2 times jus to puke. Then, me and my son went about and spotted pl and hm. Soon, my son say that he going back to tend the stall and i jus sit with pl and hm.

Soon, i got even more sick la. Kept on perspiring and pl still take photo of me. HAhaha. Finally, they ask me whether i want go home and they spoke out this super special word: "I help u go find teacher". I am so going to love them since they told me these words. Soon they found ms kok(should be spelled like that).

On my way there, i was like seeing everything double and i jus cant hear anything properly. I was like so hoping that i jus faint so that it is not that pain la. Rested at the chair and the sec 4 were like crowding around me la then i was like super malu.

Finally, my saviors came. The st. johns ppl. I jus simply love them. HEROINE...MUACK MUACK... They were like, we shall jus carry her. They started carry and i was like i really feel like fainting. However i got the queen feeling la. Damn shiok. They jus carry u and walk through the crowd. Then i heard mei yi shouting, isn't that jp and i spotted my son. Son ah, why u so unfillal, never come and see mum at the sick bay there. So disappointed with u. Also not i want to abandon u when u are young. Is shan push u away one wat. Ha this part only jk.. Dun treat this too seriously.. U still my kuai son. Mummy love u

The st. johns ppl were like carrying me half way and i can simply tell that they are super tired cause i am jus way too heavy. Then i told them, i can walk myself. I can jus simply tell u that the way to the sick bay for me, is jus like walking 3000m. Finally reached there and they jus got me a stretcher to sleep. The ppl there jus keep on taking me pulse la. One of them was like still shouting that she cant find my pulse la. I was like thinking that. u think i die already is it??

The worse is that, i really puke in the sick bay there la. And the worse is that everyone was looking at me when i was puking. The colour of it was my daughter favourite colour: green. SHan i super sure that u will change ur favourite colour from now. Then the st. johns ppl were like fanning me la. I was like super cold like i am in a room of 0 degrees.

Soon the whole clique came la. Super malu cause their reaction when they came in were like all shocked. Then they were like keep on asking whether i want to go home. Then i was like keep on saying that my house no ppl. Sound like i am those type of orphan. Then they left and i continue with my beloved sleep. Super shiok leh. All the st. johns ppl were like waiting on me. The only thing that i cant stand it was that they keep talking behind me and saying rubbish.

Finally miss hazelin came and the st. johns instrutor came too. He was like asking me what has happened la. Then i was like menses cramp but i feel so malu cause like telling a guy about it. Finally the whole clique come again. So supportive right. My beloved sister and daughter was like, we can bring her home and i jus went home la. The journey to home was even more worse. Simply like 10km. Can die man. I felt giddy again la and my vision was like horrible. Reached home and go to sleep.

Woke up at about 2 plus and actually plan to go back to school but my mum dun allow so no choice. She kept on calling me to sleep la. So jealous cause the clique had so much fun in school la.

They really super nice cause they came to visit me after school. wah shiok man. Kept on talking with da ge and mei mei after my son and daughter left. Meimei even eat at my house. Ha happy cause talk about all those funny things that happened. FInally we cut the watermelon that meimei had brought and it even have a sticker writting no seed. Then we cut it and there was like white seeds in it. Da ge was liek kept on complaining super funny la.

When they reached home, i started fighting with my bro. Shall not say what has happened but i can only say that he is the guy that is not even a gentleman. Shall also include wat me and my daughter has sms, it is real funny for the both of us.

Shan:
我的亲爱的母亲， 您好点了吗？杉杉我很关心你握。

Me:
亲爱的女儿呀，你的娘好多了。妈妈的脸终于不白了。但是肚子还很痛。你的关心，妈感到很欣慰。感谢您。

Shan:
哈哈。娘您的简讯我收到了。特此致函邀请贵人参加篮球比赛。

Me:
请问时间和地点在哪儿？我会进我的全力，去出席你的邀请。素问女儿是一个孝顺母亲的好女儿。谢谢。

Shan:
地点在平香路， 明天下午十二点，热死你。哈哈！ 妈你够了。很lame leh!!

Wat the, in the end she told me that we are not going to play basketball la. Waste my time talking too much with her. OKay my compo is finally done. Shall not type le. My hands are also super pain now. Hahaha


9:35 PM

Finally back to blog. This morning was a super bored day but the mood suddenly change in the afternoon.

Super sian to go to school la. Did not even do much in school except for drawing one poster and playing with the clique. Our break time was super funny. Evon was actually fighting with yt. Yt i admire u...although evon was like keep scolding her but she keep on joking.

Ha i acknowledged a son today. My son was actually older than me. My daughter too. Two old ppl still try to act young. Shou bu liao. Played truth and dare in school. Suprised with the truth that yt had said. Shall not say ha.

In the afternoon, we went to ikea to buy cups. So stupid la. Ha me, shan, evon, black forest and just tea went there. They both of them were like super funny la. Forever talking crap. I think i will be super boring without both of them. Actually planned to ask them along, so that we can at least have someone to help us carry something. In the end, most of the things were still carried buy ourself. That just tea was super funny too, he took the ikea pencil and treat it as his grand prize. So suprised as he look like that quiet ppl, but he super mad today. Maybe he take wrong medicine today baa. ha jk..

Took cab back to kovan and black forest said something super funny la. He was showing off his hanger that he had made and we were like saying that it was too small. Then he was like saying that it could hang his underwear and two belts la. Super funny la. Then he started complaining about his handphone and said that it is like something with it, cause he dropped it in the toilet bowl la. Then the image of him finishing his big buisness, then he dropped his phone in. When he saw that, he started sitting beside the toilet bowl and cry. Super funny la, cant stop laughing.

Yeah bought, 2 strawberry cake home but in the end i shared one of it with evon, yt and zelia. I can jus say that it is awful. No choice, since i bought it then i have to finish it. Yeah finally i got sorethroat. Whahahaha. Shall eat more titbits now. Bye nothing much to post le.


8:54 PM

Yeah i am so proud of myself. I promised that i wont play basketball for 2 days and i really done it. Wahahahaha....

Todays presentation was totally a disaster. Shall not talk about it anymore wince it is all over. Yeah man super happy. Tomorrow's training is changed. I really super scared for going training. The worse is it i have bad nightmare on my training for most of my nights. Shall not talk about it, i jus wish thati would not dream of it tonight.

After school, everyone first reaction was, where to go. Wahahahaa. HApyy life. But tmr, lesson was start and i will be bored to death. I have not even touch all my books for 1 week. So dusty now. Then we actually plan to go hm house but she is going out so we bought food to yt house instead. Most ppl that went we our beloved clique members. Yeah then we watched the 200 pound beauty. Super sad la and all those cold blooded ppl were like still laughing. so no feelings one.

Yeah shan, i finally found the strawberry mooncake and my sis bought it too. ha but i taste quite awful. Cant wait for tmr, yeah going to the park to celebrate mooncake festivals with clique members. Sad my mum say that i can only go play basketball on fri but it is totally okay to me as i am super sick of it and those ppl that are found at the basketball court. Haix familar faces. haahahahahahahahah


10:41 PM

I HATE BASKETBALL

I am so going not to play basketball for 2 days. Super sick of it. Even if i am going to play, i would only play with my clique members. Not including of anyone.

Spent the whole day doing that stupid innovation week thing la. Spent so much time discussing and making, but it turns out to be like rubbish. Cant stahnd this stupid thing. Hope that we are not going to have innovation week next year.

Then, we went to play basketball. Even worse, jus got hitten many times and even got humilated. I am so not going to play with those ppl that we played with today except for shan and mabel. I can simply tell u that my right arm and my cheeks are super pain now.

Nowadays, i love my mum. She treats me super nice. Yeah i love u mummy. okay nothin to post le. Super bored. Sorry to lazy to post pics too. bb everyone


7:35 PM

When I think of the man who lived in the house
behind ours and how he killed his wife
and then went into his own back yard,
a few short feet from my bedroom window,
and put the blue-black barrel of his 30.06
inside his mouth and pulled the trigger,
I do not think about how much of the barrel
he had to swallow before his fingers reached the trigger,
nor the bullet that passed out the back of his neck,
nor the wild orbit of blood that followed
his crazy dance before he collapsed in a clatter
over the trash cans, which woke me.
Instead I think of how quickly his neighbors restored
his humanity, remembering his passion
for stars which brought him into his yard
on clear nights, with a telescope and tripod,
or the way he stood in the alley in his rubber boots
and emptied the red slurry from his rock tumblers
before he washed the glassy chunks of agate
and petrified wood. And we remembered, too,
the goose-neck lamp on the kitchen table
that burned after dinner and how he worked
in its bright circle to fashion flies and lures.
The hook held firmly in a jeweler’s vise,
while he wound the nylon thread around the haft
and feathers. And bending closer to the light,
he concentrated on tying the knots, pulling them tight
against the coiled threads. And bending closer still,
turning his head slightly toward the window,
his eyes lost in the dark yard, he took the thread ends
in his teeth and chewed them free. Perhaps he saw us
standing on the sidewalk watching him, perhaps he didn’t.
He was a man so much involved with what he did,
and what he did was so much of his loneliness,
our presence didn’t matter. No one’s did.
So careful and precise were all his passions,
he must have felt the hook with its tiny barbs
against his lip, sharp and trigger-shaped.
It must have been a common danger for him—
the wet clear membrane of his mouth threatened
by the flies and lures, the beautiful enticements
he made with his own hands and the small loose
thread ends which clung to the roof of his mouth
and which he tried to spit out like an annoyance
that would choke him.

SOMETIMES, HINTING MAY ALSO BE AS HURTFUL AS THROWING WORDS TOWARDS YOUR FACE.. And words that are said out can be retrived back but the hurt that is added to the heart can never be mended anymore...

Sian arh, i hate innovation week. I jus spoil my whole mood. The best thing of innovation week is that we no need to go school, no training and no need to study.

I can simply say that i am getting sick of basketball. Jus because of basketball, there is a crack within my friendship, lack of privacy, scoldin from my parents, more blisters and pain. We are jus simply playing basketball for the whole week.

Haix actually there isn't much to post, and there are much upset things. Hate my life. Jus let me slowly fade away from this world.


7:34 PM

I HATE MY LIFE. I JUS FEEL LIKE DYING. THIS BLOG WILL BE A EMO ONE.

I actually got banned from lots of thing. Chatting from phone, playing basketball, playing mahjong, sleeping late and now the worse is that i have to reach home by 2 if i am not going school. Dun think so good, cause it is 2 pm not 2am.

I think my life now is only study, staying at home and pass my life away like this. I so really angry with those that jus look at my things without my permission. Shall not clearly state cause it is quite obvious. I can simply say that i have no more freedom anymore.

The worse is that my bro is forever torturing me. Cant stand him cause he jus like to beat me. I ask him why he keep beating me and he say that i am fat so it is nice to beat.

Shall not blog already or else all the vulgar words will come out


7:19 PM

Sian ah today. Actually it should be a happy day cause the more important tests are all over. So hoping that today will come soon but it is so horrible.
Today's tests are like killing and torturing me. Cant they jus let me die peacefully. Chiong to cut my hair right after school. That woman that helped me cut my hair is so rough. She keep one scratching my face and my head super hardly. She think my head wat?? Helmet is it?? OH the worse is that the hairstyle is so ugly and it totally look like a jellyfish.
Went to play basketball after that. Realised i am so violent today. Keep on snatching the ball and torturing others. Quite emo. After that, we went to practised how to be tai tai. MAhjong. Shiok arh.. Actually i won a lot of money and lots of ppl owe me money. But in the end, i gave them discount. Then my mum called me and scolded me for staying out so late. No freedom la.
Chiong home and obviously got scolding la. She even complain to my dad la. Haix lucky my dad did not scold. I LOVE MY DAD.
Bored now. Listening to songs. Can jus say that there is serious noise pollution at my house downstairs. The ppl keep on singing and shouted la. Cant stand it. I am not going to talk to my mum for 1 day. She jus banned me from going out and playing basketball for 1 week.
I was like asking her then wat if i want to go out to buy my breakfast. Then she jus replied me, u go cook instant noodles eat la. I wonder if it is asked by my bro, she will jus say u can only go buy food. She damn biased la. She will only worried about my bro la. Haix sad to be a girl. No freedom, no care given. I think even the auntie that i meet this afternoon that shelter me from the rain is so much more caring then her la


9:17 PM