Thursday, September 10, 2009
the stories that happened yesterday
Wats with 09/09/09. This does not seems like an auspicious day to me at all la.
My whole day was ruined starting with having to work the whole damn freaking day and there are lacking of manpower. And i thought 12 people was enough but 2 new comers were included. I did not really try to be mean but they are really fucking useless. I was bloody pissed off la. They were moving like snail and they are not helping out at all.
Then i saw someone that i hated to see the most at night. Haix cant be bothered to list her name. But i felt super sad, why people are doing things behind my back even someone that is super close to me. And nobody even bother to mention to me anything. Am i that fragile that i would simply break down at any period of time? nvm i guess only shan can understand this part.
Am i dumb to continue this job that only bring back bad memories? And people there are like taking me as for granted. I HAD ENOUGH OF IT ALREADY. Maybe i really lose hope in relationship.
Tmr she is coming back, and i am rather happy that there are slight changes between us. Although there is no way for our friendship to be like last time but i do hope that we are not ENEMIES anymore.
11:34 PM