Fine, i am in bad mood again. HAte being human. Why can i be jus a tree that stay on the same spot for hundreds of years and having no emotions and feelings.

Due to the previous post that maybe some have read before i deleted it, u may think i am very xiao qi, but i am still super angry about the things that happened before. It may sound hurting to u but i am also angry about it.

Forget it, since i have deleted the post, i mean to forget about everything. It will be jus equal for the hurt that has been done. Somehow, i think that friendship are not that strong enough. Some small trival thing may cause big problem.

Actually i dun really believe in forever friends. The relationship will become bland, when u lose contact with one another or even fight over something. Although i may look like a happy-go-lucky person, but u will never realised the problems that i faced everyday.

It doesn't mean that i dun say out the things that i am unhappy about, goes to show that it doen't really matters me. I do still have emotions and feelings. FIne, i have really gone to far sometimes but did u ever reflect on wat u have done too. It is not jus a sorry that can solve everything.

I have really reflected on wat peiling have said, it will be better to have another friend than another enemy. K thats all. Another emo post. I promise to change for a better and i will try to post a happy post next time.


11:30 PM