Saturday, November 15, 2008
the stories that happened yesterday
FAILUREI feel like a failure plus loser all along. I jus had this feeling nowadays.
After so many attempts in finding a job, i seriously realised the cruelty of this society. OKay maybe i have matured in my thinkings. But i am still a failure in both my worklife and even friendship.
I am like wondering why do i still have to act on a brave front when i am terribly hurt inside? Does my happy-go-lucky manner make ppl think that i dun really bother about anything?
I did changed my attitude but wat did i get in return?
Stupid stupid stupid.....is the only word that my family members could scold me.
OKAy i admit that i am stupid. So wat! Can i also be retarded and have no more feelings?
11:36 PM