Dont think that i always give in to u, shows that i am nice to be bullied. U can never judge the book by its cover and dun try me. I wonder most ppl say about sports group? Teamwork and all those rubbish but i can only see that it only goes to show that if u are so popular in the team. I am jus invisible there and even i socialise, can u jus see that no one even bother about me. I really hate all these.

And stop complaining that i ps u cause i am so sick of this word already. Even i dun go for training, i dun see that u went there to. But wat would u say when u ps other ppl, oh it is jus training not so important. Hello i not idiot can. If u can scold me, why cant i. Anyway i am ur senior not ur maid can. Why must i listen to u, when u are so much younger than me. Anyway if can u go and run like hell for heats, then why cant u go for one training. Reasons like oh my leg so pain and i jus come for attendance is so damn fake and outdated la. This reason have been used by me long time ago so dun come lie la.

WHY AM I SO STUPID LA. WHY CANT I JUS WORK HARD AND SCORE WELL FOR MY EXAMS AND THE WORSE IT THAT IT IS ONLY TERM 1. I am so disappointed with myself. I hate school, i hate tution and i hate my cca. I only wan to be a normal girl that live my life happily everyday but why must there always be so many obsticles. I hate my live.


LET ME FADE AND DISAPPEAR FOR THIS PLACE CALLED EARTH AND GO TO THE PLACE WHERE THERE IS NO WORRY, STRESS AND MORE.....


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